my silence

 

won't be long
when you go
i want you to leave with out me

i know you might
think of me
but it's better if i stay here lonely

i'm glad i never made promises
i would have broken them all


    don't think my silence
    ever meant i didn't feel it
    the sweetness in the atmosphere
    whenever you were here

    

i'm a wreck
in all honesty
maybe you going is what i  need

i won't speak
in this sound
the crashing of you not being found
it's tearing around

 silent feelings


    don't think my silence
    ever meant i didn't feel it
    the spin of the earth slowing
    because i thought of you going

   the light of the sun fading
  
and i'm still not tired of waiting and waiting


 

 

more waiting